Pain
As the titel says.Right now I'm really sad... I had to write a first aid test thing today, I only took the test though, since I took the class a two or three months ago when we had it in school... and I failed it. That's no catastrophy in itself, but thats when it started.
I learned for the thing for days and all, but I guess I just got unlucky and got hoow to treat someone with his ribs broken... and that was exactly what I didn't know >_<
Anyway... I don't really mind failing it, I can always redo it... it was more the whispers of the others that also wrote the test that hurt... it was more embaresing really
But what really hurt was... when I was driving home with my dad who came to pick me up... he was just silent for a while, but then he sead "Well, I was 80% sure you'd fail it."
I mean... where's the confidence in your own child! He was supposed to say something like "It's ok, it happens." or "There's always another time to redo it, don't worry about it."
I mean, was it too much to ask? Just a word of comfort after I failed at something?
I gues during the time I got somewhat good at keeping controle of my emotions around others, but when I got home and was alone in my room... I cried, it just hurts
I normaly control myself.... but it just hurt to much.I'm glad that I have my Border Collie Tala, she was so sweet. I wanted to just think cry, I wanted to be alone for a bit, away from the house. So I took Tala for a walk. Some time into the forest I jsut couldn't anymore, a few more tears slipped. Talo only ran over to my side, put her paws in my lap and started licking my face. SHe was a bit hyper at it like she usually is, but that meant really much to me, so I'm feeling a bit better now.
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When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . !
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